Worldofmyown

Wednesday, May 12, 2010

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I bought my orange iPod Nano already!!
Went to epi centre suntec to buy them. Now in charging process for about 7-8 hrs.
And also free one year membership, after 7 days I can register at apple website! :)
Suntec always never fails to remind me about those banquet working days with Taiyang.
When we will always walked past the same old area, rushing as we were late, rushing to catch the last train, complaning about those bitchy aunties at the hotel.

Anyway, I hope I can go out soon so that I'll have pics to be posted!
This post are SUPER wordy.
Oh and my sony camera sucks. Tried to take pics of my nano but failed the flash are too bright.
Under low light condition the pics quality sucks as it got grains.
Just check out a promotion at canon's website for s90 camera. If only I had the $$.
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HELLO, ARE YOU STILL THERE?

After weeks of not blogging, I am finally back into this space of mine!
The past few weeks was busy for Mid-year, in which I screwed up most of the papers. Lol.
There were simply nothing to blog about because there aren't any interesting things happening around me.
School and home. The usual routine of studying and breaks and continue studying.
I agree to what zy posted on facebook, what everyone likes about exam is early dismissal as early as 10am!
Anyway, I slept at around 3.30am in the morning with my sis preparing to fly to Bangkok!
Bon voyage sis, have a nice holiday with your friends followed by our family trip to Thailand :)

Woke up at 1.30 in the noon while texting with Edison for around 1 hour. He replied my message at like 6am!
What a nice friend right I am sleeping then still wake up to reply his message.
Thinking of not having to go school makes me happy :D
Anyway, we humans are weird. Or maybe, ONLY I AM WEIRD?
During examination period, we don't want to study, we want everything to end fast.
After examination period, I felt empty, I want to study.
I surf the common websites, I read the same people's blogs, I just couldn't find something to entertain myself.
When doing revision, time passes very fast. I can study from 3-9pm, continue from 10-1am.
And a day just end like this.
But here are just some things I SHOULD do during the 5 days break(awesome till max)

1. I wanna watch Taiwan drama 下一站，幸福.

2. Buy an orange ipod nano(maybe) to be my companion. I felt so out of the world for not listening to radio for like a month omg. I don't know what are the latest songs, what is the latest happening in showbiz/chinese media industry, interesting facts deejay will share on air in which I can share with my friends too. I don't know if I should wait for 4gs to be released or just wait for another nokia phone! Because it cost a lot of $$!

3. Watch Ip man 2

4. Arrange my study desk because I simply dump all the notes aside once the subject paper is over.

5. Take care of my face because stress+latenights=breakouts. It is really in bad condition now.

6. Sleep for all I want :)

And I would want to blog about yesterday! Everyone studied so hard for Chemistry.
Basically, our class each of us had at least have one piece of chemistry notes on our hands to recap everything.
Because we were all afraid of Mr Danny which is x100 fierce if you don't do well for the subject.
'' This is disgusting! '' , '' This isn't your standard at all, I am so disappointed'' , '' I am shock ''
He will emphasis, for example on the word disgusting till damn loud you will get freak out with his face expression.
But of course, if you done well then definitely he'll praise you. But rarely,HAHAHA.
Even right till the last min everyone still brings their notes into the exam hall and continue reading!
For me, I didn't study Maths at all.
The day before Maths paper 2 was spent on revising Chemistry
The day before Chemistry paper was ALSO SPENT ON CHEMISTRY.
Very disappointed because I made some careless mistakes which I shouldn't be making ):
Unsaturation is colourless I went and choose orange arg.
After all, he give me nightmare! zz. For what man or am I too stress.

I know I am not going to do well for Mid year.
I know I can improve on maths(I just can't do maths can anyone just JUST help me?)
I know I can do POA just for a reason my mind wasn't concentrating.
I felt frustrated. I don't feel a sense of peace while doing the paper.
I know I can I know I can I know I can ..........
Just don't give up. Please. I want to secure my chinese mass comm at NgeeAnn. IT IS MINE!

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I would also want to blog about Mother's Day.
Our family didn't express and say I love you, you love me and hug each other kind.
But deep down we know we care about one another and I really treasure my time spending with them :)

This is what I found out at a stranger's blog. Really meaningful!
Here's an article that I've read from the newspaper which touched my heart.
I want to share with you all...

I Hate My Mother

My mom had only one eye. I hated her...she was such an embarrassment. She cooked for students and teachers to support the family. There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to say hello to me. I was so embarrassed. How could she do this to me? I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.

The next day at school one of my classmates said, "EEE, your mom only has one eye!" I wanted to bury myself. I also wanted my mom to just disappear. So I confronted her that day and said, "If you're only gonna make me a laughing stock, why don't you just die?!!!"

My mom did not respond...

I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because was full of anger. I was oblivious to her feelings. I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her. So I studied real hard, got a chance to go to Singapore to study. Then, I got married. I bought a house of my own, I had kids of my own. I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts.

Then one day, my mom came to visit me. She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her grandchildren. When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at her for coming over uninvited. I screamed at her, "How dare you come to my house and scare my children!"

"Get out of here! Now!!!"

And to this, my mother quietly answered, "Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have gotten the wrong address," and she disappeared out of sight.

One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house in Singapore. So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip. After that reunion, I went to the old shack which my childhood home just out of curiosity. My neighbours said that she has passed away.

I did not shed a single tear.

They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have:

My dearest son,

I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to Singapore and scared your children. I was so glad when I heard you are coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.

I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were growing up.

You see...when you were very little, you got into an accident, and lost your eye.

As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you having to grow up with one eye.

So I gave you mine.

I was so proud of my son who was seeing a while whole new world for me, in my place, with that eye.

With my love to you.
Your mother

You mean the mum donated one of her eye to her son because he was involved in an accident?
To allow her son, on behalf of her mother, to see the world.
Not to get laughed and get insulted, not to get looked down and have a better life in the future.
So she sacrifice her eye all because just for his son?
She couldn't even get out of bed,
she was falling sick,
she was about to die,
she wanted to see his son for the last time,
she wanted her son to forgive and accept her.
And yet she got despise by him, get chased out while visiting his family in Singapore.
Get laughed by his classmates, living alone after her son came to Singapore for further education.
She was living miserably all this while.
Till the very last end she did not have the chance to live harmoniously and peacefully with his son.
All she wish was probably a proper meal with her son, daughter-in-law and grandchildren.
Really touching ):
I wonder how the son felt when he was reading the letter.

Jiahao,17yrs old.
Yuying Secondary.

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